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FILIPPINO LIPPI - ADORATION OF THE MAGI  - PAGE 4

The Great Mystery of Life

 
Adam's apple


- One thing the Bible does not really talk about is deities called 'Gods' at least not in the way that most understand them, that's not what the Bible's even about.
- The Bible is about the knowledge of truth, the gnosis.
- It's about genetics, astrology and metaphysical things.


 
Bearded man in the heavens


- It's not about idolatry, or worshiping the sun, and it's certainly not about worshiping one pantheon of bearded men floating around in yonder heavens.
- It's not really complicated what the Bible teaches, bnt since everything was made very complicated, you need to go through all the lies you've been told.


 
Upside down


- Not only what you've been told, but what you believed and refuse to let go of, it's like abandoning your own mother.
- In order to abandon your mother, if you loved her, you would have to be convinced that she was never really your mother at all and that she was some demon.
- If you grew up with your mother loving you and caring for you, it would be very difficult to get you to believe that.
- You could see some evidence of this and of course you would disregard it.


 
Mother


- We love our mothers, this is just an illustration, something that is dear to you, like your own mother, how could anyone convince you that's not your mother?
- When you know it's your mother and you wouldn't be willing to talk about it for 10 minutes, you wouldn't argue about that, and you would probably be very angry about discussing that.
- But to be honest, that's not a very good example, how about we substitute your own life, instead of your mother.


 
Greatest mystery


- Did you know that the Bible says that he whoever loses his life shall gain it.
- What does that even mean, well it's the biggest secret the universe could have, it's the greatest mystery that has never been explained or revealed, although, it was revealed and fully known in the 1st-century.
- It was revealed by the Apostles in Jesus Christ, but the problem with that is at the moment that it was revealed it was told in the language of the people and they understood it.


For whosoever will save his life shall lose it, and whosoever will lose his life for My sake shall find it. (Matthew 16:25)




 
Demonstrating


- Early Christ followers had demonstrations and thousands of people became Christians.
- It was so influential and so amazing that they all were changed; body, soul and spirit.
- They lived on this Earth knowing the truth and they would give their lives in an instant because they knew what they were doing, that they weren't giving their lives, but they're giving filthy rags that we all wear here on Earth.
- They disowned the world that they were living in, and that's hard to do, in order to have a better world, a better kingdom or city.



But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away. (Isaiah 64:6)



 
Fog removed


- A city of truth, light and happingess because they had the fog removed from their life, removed from their minds by Jesus Christ and for some time after that, the Apostles.
- How could you destroy that, and take that truth away from the world once they had it, who would want to do that?
- Well because Christ's movement kept growing, first it was 12 people, then it was 120, and probably by the end of the 1st-century there was 144,000 or so.



 
Underground


- There were a lot of Christians, but from there it grew even more, until members of the movement and truth began to be killed quite quickly.
- Which means at any one point, there may have only been a few thousand people that knew this truth and could demonstrate it, they had to go underground because they were being murdered.
- A fake or false Christianity began to infiltrate, but it's not like the devil just made up this false Christianity out of nowhere and infiltrated, he already had religion that was in the world.


 
Shouldered


- Even though it was all based on the Mysteries run by John the Baptist and the whole world had this basic knowledge.
- It was the foundation of Islam, Judaism, Hinduism and Zoroastrianism.
- In fact, every organized religion in the world came out of John the Baptist's Mysteries because they were all members of the 12 tribes of Israel who were scattered around the world.



 
Greek speaking world


- John's philosophy was all around the world, everybody in every city and town knew these Mysteries, it was really one religion with variations.
- By the time of Christ, there were groups that didn't really know or understand, such as the Japanese, who didn't know that their religion, Shintoism, was based on the same teachings as the Greeks.
- More than likely they didn't know that, but there were a large number of people in the Greek speaking world, who did know and had these Mysteries.
- That didn't mean they were all good and great, in fact, they were largely pursuing Mysteries they didn't quite understand.



 
Written in stone


- They had the Mysteries and they were written in stone, it was astrology and there were certain initiates that had contemplated this hundreds of years ago.
- Such as Plato and Socrates, who were aware there were some deep mysteries and they were searching for them, however, it doesn't appear they got very far with them up to Christ's time.
- Because they saw these Mysteries and they were written down and they were truth, but they were written in riddles and puzzles.
- Sometimes you could write the truth straight up, but after 100 years that language deteriorated or degraded a bit, so people could no longer grasp what it was saying.


 
Cloudy


- That's how people were trained to be idolators, they would be taught something in an illustration, 'the sun is greater than the moon and the stars are different in glory.'
- They couldn't grasp what this represented so they simply resorted to believing it meant sun worship.
- There are vast numbers of people who really never were initiated, but the same religion was kind of operating in their lives.
- They had the mundane, the outer religion, which they taught the masses because they couldn't read or write, so they couldn't learn these Mysteries.


 
Brotherhood


- So basically, it wasn't the majority of the world, or the peasants, who were being taught the Mysteries.
- It was the monks, rabbis and priests who were taught in the temples and to varying degrees.
- The head of this worldwide Brotherhood, was John the Baptist.
- When Jesus came, John was enlightened before he died that this was the truth and that Jesus was the Messiah, not him.
- John the Baptist knew the Mysteries better than anyone, but it's unclear how much he knew, because no one quite figured the truth out.
- Meaning, no one had become Divine yet, no one knew how to raise the dead.



 
Divine Mysteries


- They understood it could be done, and they understood physics and philosophy.
- All their famous philosophers like Plato and Socrates understood a lot of things and they were schooled in the Mysteries and were initiates.
- It was like the Kung Fu Master trying to teach the grasshopper how to use his mind and not his eyes.
- Learn how to hit the ball blindfolded with your inner knowing.
- Well they knew about that but because of some deep philisophical problem going on in their mind, they couldn't grasp.
- And that is because it's fear and guilt, that is the thing that had to be removed.


 
Enlightenment


- No one seems to understand that it's a problem, psychologists talk about it a little, but they don't really believe it because if they did, they wouldn't be prescribing drugs.
- Mainly because their hands are tied and the institution hasn't lifted the lid of enlightenment for mankind probably because the institution doesn't understand it.
- But there may be people in the world who are beginning to kind of grasp it, but there's something they're missing.
- And you can't get it, unless you can demonstrate it, such as the Apostles who were demonstrating the power of the Holy Spirit.


 
Something from above


- Today most people don't understand what the Holy Spirit is, they think it's something they have to get from outside of themselves, from above or some place.
- But the Holy Spirit is within you, and it's always been there, it's the holy mind, an enlightenment.
- When you have that 'knowing' then you are Divine.
- If you put that in modern language, you are God and God is within you and me and everything in the universe.
- When you're conscious of that higher being within you, there will never be any more suffering, and you will have everything and you'll live in paradise.



 
Throwing stones


- Some of the Jewish religious leaders had just threatened to stone Jesus because He had said that He was God.
- So Jesus challenged them with the fact that God had said in Psalm 82:6, "I said, 'You are gods, sons of the Most High, all of you.'


Jesus answered them, ”Has it not been written in your Law, ”I SAID, YOU ARE GODS’? If he called them gods, to whom the word of God came (and the Scripture cannot be broken). (John 10:34-35)




 
YHWH the Demiurge was a fake God


- Actually there are three shocking secrets in Genesis that terrified the new man-made Christian church because they were afraid their lies would be exposed.
- The first was that the word Elohim (multiple Gods) is plural and Genesis 1:26 told the story of these Gods when it described Elohim as 'us' and 'our.'
- We know from the Gnostics that scripture was changed by Judaism to replace the multiple deities with One God, YHWH, the 'I am the only God' lie when they converted from polytheism to monotheism.
- This secret seemed to coincide with Jesus' arrival and the Pharisees attempt to hide him and get rid of him because he was disrupting their Judaism.
- This is also when YHWH divorced his wife Asherah and kicked the feminine to the curb where she's been 'prostituted' ever since.


Then God said, 'Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.' (Genesis 1:26)




 
Male and Female


- The second secret was that not only are their multiple Gods, but some of them are female and Genesis 1:27 reveals the truth.
- This indicates there were two distinct genders.


So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. (Genesis 1:27)




 
Shaking the church foundation


- The third secret was that it was fully revealed by YHWH himself, who controlled the Garden of Eden, that all of us are Gods.
- This is where YHWH reveals that 'the man has now become like one of us.'
- YHWH is the national God of Israel, one of the 70 lesser deities that the Almighty put here to rule the nations.
- Think about it, if YHWH punishes those who don't obey him, isn't that exactly what he was doing to Adam and Eve, it was not Christ's complete grace they were receiving.



And the LORD God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever. (Genesis 3:22)




 
Serpent never lies


- It was the serpent in the Garden of Eden who was telling the truth when he told Adam and Eve their eyes would be opened and they would be like Gods if they ate from the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil.
- We are Gods with both male and female energy ready to rule over creation with wisdom and balance.


For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil. (Genesis 3:5)





 
Spirit


- Many were taught about this truth that we are all Gods and these beliefs for thousands of years, but today you have a lot of religions that don't know the Mysteries, they haven't achieved that.
- They can't raise the dead, and they will tell you of course they can't raise the dead because only a great master can do that, and that they're trying and they'll get there by this life, or the next life.
- They may have their shamans but they're all frauds, they really don't know anything and they cannot raise the dead, something's wrong there.
- Jesus revealed the key, but now the language we have to describe Jesus is wrong, you're not getting it, you think 'spirit' means some mist in the sky but it's your own inner mind.


 
Child of the Lord


- There are so many people walking around today who still think they need to be 'forgiven' but it's not true.
- A lot of people seem to know now, and they will tell you we're not under law and YHWHs the devil, it's getting around.
- But it's not enough to say that, you must understand it at a deep level, and how it's so different than what you've been taught.
- You're not under any law and you're not guilty of anything so you must remove the guilt and shame from your consciousness.
- You don't need to be forgiven, no one needs to be forgiven.
- Everyone is a child of the Lord, all of us, but most people can't grasp that so they always have excuses.


 
Judging others


- To the point that some will argue that you can't expect everyone to be saved.
- That old story about how they're not judgmental, but there must be someone bad out there afterall, because evil is an option.
- However, there is no such thing as evil, this is the grand key.
- And why would it make any difference if there was, or wasn't evil, as to whether you could be saved or enlightened.
- Because it is this very lie that is within you, when you judge others, you judge yourself.
- The moment you stop believing in duality, which is really your mind imagining bad consequences, but it's just your mind, you're the ruler of your mind.


The Savior said, “There is no sin, but it is you who make sin when you do the things that are like the nature of adultery, which is called ‘sin.’ That is why the Good came into your midst, coming to the good which belongs to every nature, in order to restore it to its root.” (Gospel of Mary Magdalene – New New Testament)



 
Universe


- If you really thought about how we are all made in spirit and never die, then what is murder?
- It's false thought and you are sinless, you couldn't murder someone if you tried.
- The universe is perfect, there is no evil, but there is only evil in people's minds.
- So there are lot's of people out there you might think are evil and you need to put them in prison because they're killing us, but it's your insistence that they're evil, that's making them evil.
- At this point, since the whole world's under this delusion, if one person got the enlightenment, they would be walking around in paradise and the rest of the world would be in some kind of hell.


I also will choose their delusions, and will bring their fears upon them; because when I called, none did answer; when I spake, they did not hear: but they did evil before mine eyes, and chose that in which I delighted not. (Isaiah 66:4)





 
Heaven and Earth


- In your case you would see this poor child coming toward you and you wouldn't hate them, or be afraid of them, you have all the power of heaven upon Earth inside of you.
- You wouldn't be afraid and you would feel great compassion and sympathy for them because you would know that they didn't understand that they're not guilty and he doesn't understand that the hate is killing himself.
- He doesn't understand that he's not hate, and that he's not guilty, it's a great delusion.


 
Unfolding


- There are many who really know something about the Mysteries, but yet still haven't figured it out, although no one has figured it out yet.
- The goal is to know that the Holy Spirit is always instructing you, and this can happen in many different ways.
- Your angels and ancestors watch over you.
- Everything you experience in this life is a learning lesson, there are no coincidences, that includes every person you meet, every word you read, every bit of media you see, all your dreams and visions, everything you experience.


 
Foundation


- The more you learn, the more you receive and the more you know.
- Undoubtably it is much easier once you begin to understand the Bible and can ignore the words of others and listen to the words of Christ as well as all the esoteric wisdom and the scriptures.
- Although this is much easier for those who have a biblical background than others who don't have that childhood foundation, but you have to start somewhere.
- Where you have to be careful is when people speak, it can have a mesmerizing effect that can lull you into their belief system.



 
Mesmerizing effect


- If the people you're listening to don't know the truth, you shouldn't listen to them, and truthfully, there is no one who knows the truth so you shouldn't listen to anyone, but instead test all their ideas and come up with your own conclusion.
- If you're going to a church and you don't agree with everything they say, you're in the wrong place and you're much better off in your own temple.
- Plus, the Bible tells us that not until the end days will we receive most of the knowledge, which shows that all the early interpretations the churches give you are incomplete or wrong.


For where two or three are gathered together in my name, I am there among them. (Matthew 18:20)




 
False prophets


- It's like the 2-party political rallies, they're mesmerizing people into something they should know better.
- This world we're living in is wrong, we've got to get out of it, we don't need to vote for it.
- Do what Jesus said and not seek what we should put on, or what we should eat, or what we should do, or where we should live, or anything.
- Seek first his kingdom, not material things.


For there shall arise false christs and false prophets and shall show great signs and wonders, insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect. (Matthew 24:24)


 

 
Nightmare


- Many want to know where the kingdom is, but the kingdom will not come and tell you to come out and meet it somewhere, such as the desert; but the kingdom of deity, or day or light, is within you.
- That is beautiful and people love that saying but they don't know what it means.
- Why is it so many past life regressions and dreams dwell on unconfortable things from our past, you're down in a basement and someone's chasing you.
- All these problems that we have in our dreams and nightmares and those are somewhat manifest because you can see them in your dreams.


 
Delusion


- You can see them manifesting in your life, and those things you're aware of are the armies of Satan.
- Those are the evil spirits, the demons and they are your fears and insecurities and they are destroying your life.
- They're lying to you and because you believe in them and their vision for you, so you see only doom and gloom and end up hating yourself.
- And this is called the 'dark night of the soul' and you must learn how to overcome it.
- All the things you've hidden in the shadows of your life that remain unresolved, and you will accomplish this by accepting them and releasing any shame and guilt.


 
Build a house


- Christ is your advocate and he's telling you to come, I love you, everything will be fine.
- Let's build a house and have a wife and children and we'll dance in the field with the daisies and bathe in the river and we'll have everything we need.


 
Vanquish the army


- The devil's there telling you that you're not worthy, and those are the demons and all the hordes of Satan.
- You don't know how to fight all these demons and when you regress yourself and see them, it's like, well there's demons, but how do you get rid of them?
- They've got a general and if you know who the general is and we will learn how to defeat this general.
- You may even be introduced to this general in your dreams.
- If you get rid of the general and his five lieutenants, then they will run the other direction, they've got no more strength, the gigs up.



The infant will play near the cobra’s den, and the young child will put its hand into the viper’s nest. (Isaiah 11:8)





White horse


- You know the truth and you're in control and those thoughts that you had that were attacking yourself from your lustful lower ego and fear, just vanish, they're gone.
- So now all that you see is the truth riding in on a white horse, he's vanquished the armies of evil and he's bringing with him a paradise.
- Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert.
- No lion shall be there, nor shall any ravenous beast come up on it; they shall not be found there, but the redeemed shall walk there.
- And Jesus said, 'For all the world should be aware of my holy name and I am and I am good, and there is no evil.'


The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad; the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose. (Isaiah 35:1-2)


 

No darkness in light

- There is no darkness in this light and there's nothing to fear because we are the controllers and we're controlling it all.
- And this is not some New Age thinking, it's what the Bible teaches.
- These things that you're hearing in the Bible, like the verse about the kingdom, how many people will accept that and come to realize it's true.
- What is Jesus talking about casting out demons, we've got this idolatry going on and we think demons are some crazy evil beings  attacking us.
- But who made these evil beings, where did they come from, the Lord doesn't create anything evil because there is no darkness in light.


The Kingdom of God is not coming with things that can be observed; nor will they say, 'Look, here it is! ' or 'There it is! ' For, in fact, the Kingdom of God is among you.” (Luke 17:20)


 


Heading toward the darkness


- You're creating these evil beings, they're figments of your imagination, the monsters and dragons and you can defeat them with light.
- The Bible is not all about forgiving anyone really, because no one's guilty of anything.
- The Bible says we have to repent but you have to understand what these words mean and repent means you're going into the darkness, turn around and go into the light.
- It didn't have anything to do with guilt, Jesus didn't come to make you feel better even though you're guilty.
- Jesus came to remove the guilt because it doesn't belong there, you should not feel guilty and the idea of 'grace' just means happiness and blessings.



Not under the delusion


- It doesn't mean that we're now in a kingdom where we forgive people when they do evil because they're evildoers, but we forgive them anyway.
- No, we're in a kingdom that does no evil, because there is no evil.
- That is because our nature, we're filled with the spirit, we've got the holy mind which is truth and we're not under the delusion.
- Jesus didn't come to forgive you, he came to give you grace, it's a free gift and the word grace means blessing or gift.
- Plus, it's not like you were evil and he's going to give you a gift and make you good, you were always good, that's the gift.



The gift


- The word 'gift' in the Bible means that life, happiness and exaltation is not something you earn, and it's not something you have to go out and find or look for, or pray for.
- It's something you have, it was given unto you for free, you didn't have to earn it, and it was given when you were born, from the beginning.
- Because the Lord is the creator of good and it was always there.
- You've been deceived and Jesus is coming to tell you about your Father's kingdom that has always been within you.
- You're the prodigal son, the heir.


And he [the father] said to him, 'Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.'  (Luke 15:31-32)





Forgiving


- Hold on, Jesus said we have to forgive each other, and yet we don't have to be forgiven because we're sinless.
- Jesus also said we should forgive others.
- Apostle Paul talked about how we should forgive each other like Christ forgave us and to have compassion for others and freely forgive them.
- But what it's not saying is we should look at others like they're all bad, they're all sinners, and we should just overlook it and not hold them accountable even though they deserve to be held accountable.
- That's not what that means, we're mistranslating it, instead, it means to rescue them or graciously offer them unconditional kindness, it's not anything they have to earn.


Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. (Ephesians 4:31-32)




No longer homeless


- We don't have to earn it, because we already are it, because you are a child of the living deity.
- You already are the heir, it belongs to you, even if you squandered everything, you can't.
- In the end the prodigal son was able to go home even though he thought he squandered and lost everything.
- You don't need to earn life, you are life, that's what the scriptures teach you.
- But if somebody murders someone shouldn't they deserve to die, but wait, he didn't murder anyone, it's all a delusion, a crazy LSD trip.



Not the truth


- Until we realize this is all fake and not the truth and we need to get out of it, you're in a delusion and you're the one creating all this evil.
- You can't beat them over the head and tell them to repent and then you'll love them, because the Lord loves you just the way you are.
- You're not under the liar, the accuser, who accuses you day and night before my Father's throne.
- And my Father is love and lets the rain come down on both the righteous and the unrighteous, he's not partial.
- He already made you good on the 6th day when he said, 'it is good.'


God created all land animals and humanity, and then declared "everything that he had made, and behold, it was very good. (Genesis 1:24-31)



 
Tree of Life


- It was the liar who was in the Garden of Eden, YHWH, who said in his wrath that he will not pardon you from his sin.
- He cursed you because you wanted to become like God, knowing good and evil.
- In other words, you had to go through this process learning about good and evil through experience, in order to become like the Divine being yourself.
- You will partake from the Tree of Life and live forever and when you awaken, you realize that it's free and you don't have to earn it.
- It's there, and it's a realization and a blessing.
- Grace means blessing, it's happiness, it's all around you and it isn't something that someone gives you.


 
Blessings


- We don't give people blessings, we speak blessings and we let them know there's only blessings and they're in the delusion.
- So when we say, 'be happy' because there's happiness all around them, we don't give them blessings, and the Lord doesn't give us blessings because we already have a blessing.
- We are his Divine heir, he is blessed, we are blessed, and all is blessed, but we've got to awaken and receive it by faith.



 
Grace


- That's the gospel, you're misunderstanding it because a lot of Christians will hear this and call it blasphemy and say that it's wrong, we're all sinners and you'd better accept that and humble yourself down, get down on your knees.
- Then they'll continue on with 'you'd better pray that the Lord saves you because you're a sinner and you're filthy and no good.'
- And they will claim this is what the Bible teaches and that the Lord will fix you by putting that in you, but they don't understand, his grace is already in you and has been since the beginning.
- The liar came and took it from you, the thief came and Jesus said all that had come before him were thieves and robbers and he has come to tell you the truth.


All who have come before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep have not listened to them. (John 10:8)




 
Hypocrites lying to you


- They're robbing you, they're lying to you, the Pharisees and hypocrites.
- After Jesus told us how they've been lying to us from the beginning, he reminds us that he doesn't keep the Sabbath.
- Those who walk in Christ, there is no condemnation.
- We're not appointed under the wrath, that means we're not guilty because we're not under the law.
- We never were, all we've got to do is wake up, it's a delusion.


And behold, there was a man who had a withered hand. And they asked Him, saying, "Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?"—that they might accuse Him. Then He said to them, "What man is there among you who has one sheep, and if it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will not lay hold of it and lift it out? Of how much more value then is a man than a sheep? Therefore it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath." Then He said to the man, "Stretch out your hand." And he stretched it out, and it was restored as whole as the other. Then the Pharisees went out and plotted against Him, how they might destroy Him.. (Matthew 12:11-14)



 
Moses law


- If you don't receive the love of the truth that you might be delivered from the wrath to come, you'll get the strong delusion which is the law, the curse, the judgment.
- Weren't Christians told that if you do that, you'll be judged, you're a sinner.
- Because when you're under the law of Moses (Mosaic), you're going to have consequences you're going to suffer because this world is a delusion.
- If you believe in the deity of this world he's blinding your eyes, why is he blinding your eyes and your mind.
- The truth is here but he's blinding you.



 
Deity of vengeance


- The deity of this world, YHWH, the deity of vengeance who accuses you by means of law to our Father in heaven, day and night.
- He's accusing you, that's a bad thing, he's a slanderer, but you have to understand that you're not guilty.
- Jesus didn't come to tell you he's going to forgive you, he came to say you're not guilty.
- When Jesus says things like 'anyone who looks at a woman has sinned already in his heart,' he's talking about the sin that's the transgression of the law.
- He's showing you the pointlessness of the law, the curse, everyone's under the curse, nobody is righteous, no not one, under the law, the delusion.


 
Light


- Let's walk into the light and get rid of the delusion and that's how it works.
- As Jesus said, you must follow me, let the dead bury the dead.
- This world, this delusion, don't keep propping it up, you're believing in it and you haven't got the courage to leave father, mother, brother, sister, fields or houses for my name.


Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God. (Luke 9:60)




 
Mosaic law


- You won't get 10-fold in this world, or 100-fold in the world to come because you're not applying faith in this truth.
- All you've got to do is believe in the truth, because Moses brought the law, but Jesus brought the truth.
- Come out of her my people, if you stay in the world, if you don't receive this free gift of salvation, then you're still under the curse and you're guilty and you're going to die.
- You need to throw away the law of Moses and all its guilt and shame.


For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. (John 1:17)



 
Naked


- But Jesus said, 'yes, you're guilty under the law you ignorant hypocrites don't you understand that you're all guilty.'
- The only way you're going to come out of this is stop believing in this guilt, and Jesus came to remove the shame.
- Remember when Adam and Eve ate from the knowledge of good and evil and they were worried they were evil, they were ashamed so they hid themselves.
- Jesus said when you can disrobe like a little child, you can enter into the kingdom.
- Stop being ashamed of anything, who you are within yourself.



 
Bubbling waters


- Your spirit bears witness with his spirit and he's going to send the Holy Spirit, the holy mind.
- And how will he send it, a liitle play on words, it just means you're in the darkness and he's in the light and he's going to send the light to you.
- Well the light is within you and it's going to come out to the outer, it's going to come up from your innermost being like bubbling waters into eternal life, all you have to do is look within you and receive it.
- It's always been within you, this is the message of the gospel.


 
Anger hides


- Anger is the deepest thing that we've repressed and anger is beneath everything and it hides itself and you can't find it.
- You can see this if you analyze your dreams and you can see all these problems, rivalries, anxieties and fears.
- Running and hiding and all the fear, it's all because of the anger.
- Anger upholds and is the foundation for all your problems but for most that's not a deep seated anger you see in your dreams, rather you encounter fears and things like jealousy.
- So it's hard to imagine where this anger is manifesting because you don't see it in your dreams.
- The Bible talks a lot about love and fear, and these are two opposites, the Lord is love and the devil is fear.

 

 
Puffy


- Anger is also related to fear, but how is it manifesting?
- During our lives, most of us don't walk around feeling angry, although it will manifest very quickly if someone cuts us off in traffic or we hit our thumb with a hammer.
- But overall, this anger does seem very elusive because we always interpret our outbursts as 'poor me,' not as an anger issue.
- We don't think of it as anger, but rather as we're sad or confused, there's been some injustice and we want to know why.
- The Bible is the scripture and it's the real deal, but no one understands what it's about.
- If we understood the message of Christianity it would be that Jesus came to save that which was lost.


 
Born as sinners and stuck


- Why are we lost though, because we're under condemnation and Jesus removed the condemnation because he died for your sins.
- Our entire lives we were taught that we born sinners, we were unworthy and we were born as sinners.
- And also, you need to feel very grateful because Jesus saved you and you need to feel very, very bad because look, he gave his life for you.
- But you still won't be good, it's Catch-22 because you love Jesus but you don't really understand what he did, he died, how does that affect you.
- It's still this big conundrum we don't know what he did for us, well that is what the crux of the matter is, and YHWH has turned the story around.


 
Sprinkled blood


- At the crux there was something in your heart and the blood was applied to your heart and the sprinkled blood on the Mercy Seat is really the blood that Jesus shed.
- Somehow that's supposed to make us clean, but it sounds more like some legal thing, like some lawyer got you off the hook after you murdered.
- And he's some great guy that got you off the hook and now you need to be grateful to that person for the rest of your life, because he can always send you back you know.
- What Jesus came to show you is that you've been deceived, you are the Divine and it is within you, and you can hear the Divine.



Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. (Hebrews 10:22)



 
Monster


- That unworthiness you were told about was never true, you were never unworthy.
- The influence you were under is a lie in the reality, that has duped your mind and put you in a world where monsters are chasing after you.
- They hate you, and you feel unworthy, and in that world you don't have the strength to fend off the beast, and you don't have the control over yourself.
- You are something that you don't like, but that's what you are, because that's what everyone's told you.
- Plus, they act like you're bad, they threaten to put you in jail.


 
Cursing by the book


- There's police on every corner telling you they've got to get rid of all this evil in the world, and you have churches telling you every day that all your thoughts are evil.
- That you need to keep all these laws, that you're not worthy, it's a big delusion.
- As you go forward in this duality of good and evil, you believe in evil and you know the possibility of evil is there and it's prevalent.
- The law of Moses is said to be the curse, and if you read you will see that Moses gave them blessings and cursings, good and evil.
- The good is if you can do the 'right' than you'll be blessed, but if you can't, then you're going to be cursed, that's rough.


But the Scripture has imprisoned everything under sin, so that the promise by faith in Jesus Christ might be given to those who believe. (Galatians 3:22)




 
Fear and guilt


- If you even look at a beautiful woman they say 'how dare you, you're cursed' and you aren't 'worthy' according to Lucifer and Satan.
- The world 'adultery' really just means 'sin' not the lie they told you.
- Now that brings fear and it also brings guilt because it says that you are less than you ought to be, that you aren't good enough and the devil's proving to you every day that you're not good enough.
- Look, you don't have enough food and you hurt people and you've yelled at them.


 
Knocked out


- You wake up on a gurney in a hospital and they say you're crazy and they put you on medications and told you it's a disease, but you didn't know it was society itself that's got the cancer.
- It's a system, a lie, it's the law and it's a curse upon the world.
- Now the world is perfect, and that is proved in the Bible and what the Lord says is good, let no man say is bad.


And God saw that it was good. (Genesis 1)




 
Cleaned up


- When Apostle Peter was told that he should give the good news to the Gentiles, he said, 'Oh no Lord, they're unclean' and the angel said 'do not call unclean what I have made clean.'
- The truth is the Lord made them clean, they are clean, you're the one unclean in your mind.
- Clean your mind, you're under a delusion Peter.
- Right after that, Peter said we're not under the law, in other words, not that we're going to forgive them for the things that they have done because they're unworthy, but look, the problem is we're not under this law so we can't convict them.


 
Neighborly


- It's a curse, we've been lied to, we all thought our brother was a foreigner, but Jesus taught us that everyone's our neighbor.
- Everyone's our brother, everyone's our sister, but the law says they're foreigners, they're unclean and they're not good so you can murder them.
- Peter was confused because the God he was following was telling him he should murder all the foreigners because they were unclean and if he didn't kill them, then he would die.
- Now Jesus was telling him you've got to love them all and that the religion he followed, the belief is a lie, a delusion, and that he was hoodwinked by Satan because YHWH is the devil.



 
Blasphemer


- They didn't know who the Lord was so they said he was the son of the living deity after this revelation
- But before, the Judeans, those who believed under the law and the system, they thought Jesus was a blasphemer, because to them, he maketh himself deity.
- Because he didn't keep the Sabbath they wanted to stone him.
- Jesus didn't come to tell them he was going to fix things because he was the lawgiver, he wasn't going to change their law, that was never his plan.


I and the Father are one. (John 10:30)




 
Bondage


- Jesus didn't say that Moses was wrong, and that he was wrong from the beginning, and it was never that way from the start.
- You shouldn't make contracts and buy and sell the earth and purchase women and put them under contract and when they run away you stone them.
- This is wrong, the woman is not some 'thing' that needs to be in bondage and you need to control her, that's a lie.
- She should be free like the freewoman Sarah.
- So think for a minute, if you believed YHWHs story, instead of the other way around, that Jesus came teaching about the real kingdom.


 
Iron handed


- These Judeans wouldn't let you go in because of their laws, they didn't go in and they don't want you to go in either, so they're leading everybody into a pit, the blind leading the blind.
- Apostle Paul said they're blind because of the law, the veil, which is the law, the curse.
- Think about is you truly did not believe in 'law' and that is all law, not just Moses law, but if the Bible says we should be free from Moses law, don't you think that means we should not be under any law?
- If the law of Moses isn't good enough, and it's bondage?


 
Caught lying again


- How about like here in the United States where you could be drafted and put into bondage to go murder people you don't even know for a cause that goes against what you believe.
- Like some political thing going on at corporate BlackRock or Grumman wants to sell more war planes.
- They want to keep the world in subjection and threaten us all the time and you want to be a MAGA patriot?
- George Washington was a Freemason and they worship Lucifer.
- Well that makes it even worse that you're following these laws, you need to get out of here my people.


 
Their material war


- But many will still argue that since 'God' (their God) made the law it must have originally been good, so it must be our fault it's bad now, somehow man misapplied it.
- They'll say the Lord was angry with us and he had to cast us out of the garden.
- Except, look around, now you've made it all worse by obeying this bad law.



 
Wrath


- The law said, murder them, cast them out, he swore in his wrath, and if anyone has a mother, or daughter, or sister or a brother who commits a sin against YHWH, you must be the first one to pick up a stone and murder them.
- And Jesus told them, 'I don't condemn her,' he didn't say that he forgave her, he said do not condemn me, go in peace. 
- Jesus didn't condemn her because he is that inner powerful truth, he is the absolute truth, the light of Christ.



When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more. (John 8:10-11)




 
Their greasy hands


- When that light entered into people who were standing there, and when they realize that the light of truth does not condemn her, with her being you.
- Nor the murderer, nor the cheat, but there are no murderers or cheats, you're not unworthy, you've been lied to.
- Think of it this way, how much of a 'cheat' are you when they're stealing taxes from you, in their system of course, and they made up the laws?
- As long as you hold within yourself, a belief in sin and evil and unworthiness, you will feel unworthy.


 
Perfect example of light


- If you say that they're unworthy, that means there's a thing called evil, it's in the world, you know what they say, we've got to be on the watch for it because evil will ruin the world.
- Truth is, there is no evil and only a belief in evil will ruin the world.
- If you believe in evil, it will ruin your life, you'll never be able to see the picture, because you're creating the world the wrong way.


 
Creating your world


- If you don't love yourself, you'll never be able to create the world in righteousness or manifest the blueprint you desire, you'll never have the light of deity that's within you shine.
- For the love of the Lord within you to shine, if you stop the flame it will go out when you put the cork on the bottle, you pulled out the wick and ran out of oil, which is the truth.


In the Parable of the Ten Virgins (Matthew 25:1-13), the oil in the lamps represents spiritual preparedness and the Holy Spirit, with the wise virgins having extra oil to ensure their lamps stay lit until the bridegroom arrives. (Assistant)




 
Landscape


- The truth is that as soon as you believe that bad things can happen, lameness occurs, but there is really only spiritual lameness despite all.
- Lot's of people have physical ailments and many diseases, but the real truth is there is NO disease in the world.
- There is no deterioration or death, but only because you believe there's death.
- So stop believing it, you do not have to believe these five Pharisees who act as Lords, those five kings, in order to win.
- Joshua killed the five kings so he could get to the promised land, those are the five senses.


 
Senses backfiring


- The five senses are the generals in the army of Satan and this is the physical world which sees all things from the sense where all these demonic beings are reigning like generals.
- Things like fear, anger, jealousy, anxiety, sadness, depression, insecurity, loneliness, lot's of things that are what make you physically ill.
- They're the generals in control of your physical body and they're in control of the physical world, in the manifesting of the form.
- So you're forming yourself from your negative beliefs, for example, if you believe you're insecure or unworthy, then you're going to manifest that.



 
Their kingdom


- You've got to replace these generals and kings and when you get rid of them, then all their armies cease.
- But in order to get rid of these five generals, you've got to get rid of only one, and this is what Jesus came to do.
- And that is the feeling of unworthiness, but some call it deep-seated anger, because if you think that little of yourself to believe you're unworthy, wouldn't that make you angry?
- If it's true that you're not good enough, there's nothing you can do, you can't just forgive it or overlook it.
- It's like, hey, we're going to go climb this mountain but you don't have the strength to do it but you can come along anyway.
- So you will tell them to go along without you.


 
Strength


- What you need to do is not forgive them or give them false promises, like they won't make it, but just trust in the Lord, that's not how it works, that's the problem here.
- You need to share with that person that they can make it, and they are worthy, and they do have the strength.
- But they will tell you they don't have the physical strength to get up the physical mountain.
- However, the physical is made manifest by your spiritual, so if you believe that somehow you're not worthy or capable, then you're going to be very sad.


 
Not worthy


- Because are you going to say 'well I guess the universe just left me out.'
- There's people that are going to be saved because they're worthy, and because you think that you're not worthy, you'll just lay down and die instead and accept your 'fate.'
- When you think 'Oh I'm hungry' and someone comes over and slaps the food out of your hand and tells you that you're not worthy of it.


 
Freezing out in their world


- You're under a tree in the snow and you're freezing, you can't die, but you're freezing all the time.
- Endless lives of freezing and hunger and depression, and all you know is that you're told constantly that it's all your fault and you're not worthy.
- You don't think you're going to be angry after a life like this?



 
General stone wall


- Anger is the 5-star general that's over the entire army and his five lieutenants.
- If you didn't have that one general, those five lieutenants wouldn't know what to do.
- What's behind the physical problems you're having is your belief that there is a problem, and it's just that way.


State of fear

- Some people aren't worthy of eating, others talk too much we don't like being around them.
- They're talking too much because they're in a state of fear or they're insecure because they don't think you like them.
- But they're that way because you treated them that way, someone told you they had a disease that you might catch so you had to stay away.


 
Not


- But they're stupid people and we don't want to be around them, we've got to get a college degree and earn our salvation.
- Those people who are homeless must be evil and we don't want to be around evil, we must be very careful.
- And the evil people are sitting over there thinking they don't have an opportunity to go to school, or their body is not physically capable of working.
- They're so depressed and they're chemically imbalanced and it's all their fault.


 
Redhanded


- But they know it's not their fault and when they get hungry, they're going to go steal.
- And when someone asks them why they did it, they'll lie about it.
- They already know they're going to die and burn in hell forever, because they're a sinner.
- But meanwhile, while they're still alive they need to eat so they'll have to steal, and that just reinforces the idea they're no good.
- So what happens is they get so angry, and that anger is tied to injustice because they feel that they shouldn't have been born unworthy.
- They know that's not fair, that some people are worthy and they're not.


 
Killing everyone


- Deep down within themselves, they know the truth that they are worthy.
- But the lie is being told to you and no there is evil and it doesn't even belong to you, but go kill them for YHWH because there's this evil thing we've got to get rid of.
- So they're trying to kill you because they think it's you, there's this evil, and everybody is trying to kill everyone else.
- If you have not been convinced that there is no evil, could you go forward and change your mind, probably not.


 
Anxiety and depression


- If you were convinced philosophically, logically and theologically, you might change your mind and discover they may not be evil in the world, that it's just our belief in it that creates the delusion.
- If you came to that conclusion in a philosophical way, would you be able to rid your mind of fear, shame, guilt, anxiety and depression.
- The answer is no if you still believe in evil and that means you still believe that you were born unworthy and you've got to be forgiven.
- So you'll never make the hurdle.


 
Grace and compassion


- You've got to stop believing in forgiveness, the Bible doesn't teach forgiveness.
- Instead, the Bible believes in grace and your thoughts of good and compassion and your angels will not allow your foot to stumble upon a stone.
- If you obtain this belief within you, that everything is for your good, then there could not be anything to fear.
- The only way to please the Divine is with faith, because you cannot please him without faith, and if you're doubting, think not that you can receive anything from the Lord.


And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)



 
Navigating through the world


- Because anyone who doubts in faith, is like a wave driven in the wind.
- Your word is like a rudder to a great ship and that's your life, navigating through the world and if you don't have a rudder you might crash.
- Well you do have a rudder, it's your intention which is what creates a thought.
- The thought is the manifestation that will become permanent around you because that's what you're believing and manifesting.
- Now if you have a bad thought, which is a demon, that comes from that general who is unworthiness.


Then I applied myself to the understanding of wisdom, and also of madness and folly, but I learned that this, too, is a chasing after the wind. (Ecclesiastes 1:17)




 
Manifesting now


- Except if you don't believe in evil, the demon will never arise, you'll only imagine the greatness that you're building.
- The ideas you envision about a beautiful home with a lovely pond and a beautiful family.



 
General


- But then somebody says you're not worthy and here come the armies of Satan.
- You can't accept his delusions of failure and oppresion ever again, you've got to destroy the army of Satan.
- And you've got to get his general first, which is unworthiness and is the concept of evil.

 
Draped


- If you see someone doing something evil, you know there's no evil so you say, what's going on, they're in a delusion.
- And know that since you're no longer in a delusion, they can't hurt you anymore.
- They're in a nightmare and they're thrashing around and you've got to convince them they're in a nightmare, so shake them and wake them up and tell them everything's fine.
- The sun's out, the birds are chirping, there's no evil that was a bad dream friend.


 
Truth


- If everyone were walking around with the truth, then everyone would be infected with the truth, and we would all manifest absolute perfection.
- There is no unworthiness in the universe because it's perfect.
- We just have to learn as children to control our own thoughts because our thoughts are the intent that forms the image.
- Your image is made by all your words, the thoughts that put into the words that you speak and that's your rudder says David Vose, who is very wise.
- Speak the truth, if you speak 'I am healthy, I am well' it's because you're having thoughts of well-being and you're going to be well.


 
Wellness


- And you'll find that you're no longer sad, lonely and afraid, and needing something to alleviate the pain.
- You suddenly realize that you're happy, that you know the truth, and you know that you want to be happy, and you're the controller so whatever you say goes, why would you be afraid.
- You want to be happy and you have the power to create happiness, then you're not going to be afraid of some unhappiness, the delusion, a lie that you don't believe in.
- So you're going to be seeking only the good and yet, your neighbor may still be under the delusion, until he receives the gospels.
- And reincarnation is the karma for those who don't learn to raise Christ.


And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. (1 Corinthians 15:17)




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