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DAVINCI - PROFILE OF A WARRIOR IN HELMET

 
Leonardo da Vinci, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons
1472 

- Silverpoint on sepia paper.
- Metalpoint was a good method of training young apprentice artists as it required control and discipline.
- Milan, Italy.
- Early Renaissance.
- Depicts a side profile of a stern-faced warrior adorned in an elaborate helmet.
- Leonardo was age 20.


The helmet is highly stylized with a wing-like adornment that sweeps back from the brow, suggesting movement and a decorated visor emphasizing the warrior’s gaze. Below the elaborate helmet, the warrior’s armor is equally detailed, with meticulously rendered segments reflecting Leonardo’s understanding of form and function in armor design. (artchive.com)



The Bloodline Game
 
Shadow Empress Tarot

- As a warrior, you have to learn how to balance your energy, the light and the dark.
- Your ancestors want to tell you how to play the bloodline game.
- It's not a matter of getting rid of what no longer serves you, but instead, what you no longer believe in.
- A lot of people who block your fire and put you on ice are from a time period you no longer believe in.
- What they believe and how they follow life is heresy, in regards to what you believe and how you feel life should be lived.
- There's no balance between you and them, you are not of the same soul or the same heart.

 

My wild love went ridin'
She rode for an hour
She rode and she rested
And then she rode on
Ride, come on
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)




 
Fear of letting go

- You know these people are heretical to what you actually believe but a lot of you are in fear of letting this person, or people go.
- Some of you are afraid of the loneliness.
- Even though you don't mind being alone, spiritually, we're not really getting how alone we should be.
- Some of you need to let everyone go, everyone around you because their beliefs are heretical to what you actually believe, and as a result, they're black holes.
- You've got to rise above them, and 'assassinate' them (not literally) but this means energetically and spiritually assassinate them.

 

 
Eye of the matrix

- You are a spiritual assassin and if you are able to bring a death to these people, you will rise, you will elevate in energy.
- These people are confused and they bring confusion into your life.
- They're part of the matrix and almost everyone you deal with in this life is fully living in the matrix (and don't even acknowledge it).
- They see things through the eyes of the matrix; things like pride, power, money and material things.
- There are people that believe that snaking (ripping off) other people is the way to go.
- But while an eye for an eye can be very gratifying, especially for some, it's a waste of your time.

 

 
No snakes allowed

- It's a waste of your life to use your energy going after people who snake you.
- There may be people in your energy with that kind of thought process that is heretical to yours, or they're just a snake.
- Some of them are lost souls and your friends and family have drunk the Kool-Aid of the matrix and they can't go with you.
- People like this stop you from progressing and finding your way.
- They block you from expressing yourself.
- These people are sucking you dry, stealing your energy.

 

And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life.
(Matthew 19:29)


 
Spiritual assassin

- They're all feeding off you, like a litter of cats, and like little babies, but it gets worse.
- By letting them do that to you, they become a part of you, and you become like them, you absorb their energy and vice versa.
- They are as fake as the moon landing.
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- Just like the Amazon arrow logo only points one way, it is supposed to go both ways, you are both supposed to be a gift to each other.
- But this is not the case with many people in your environment, your energy, many people, if not all of them.


 
Traitors

- You're giving your cup of love to unworthy traitors, that's why you're not harvesting.
- By giving your energy to traitors, it keeps you from your actual strength and the ability to manifest, within yourself your light and darkness in order to manifest.
- You're feeding too many people, immature souls, lost souls, that should be guiding and giving to themselves, instead of taking from you and not giving an equal exchange.
- You don't get any gifts, but they get plenty and they're playing in your face.

 

I will surely bless you, and I will surely multiply your offspring as the stars of heaven and as the sand that is on the seashore. And your offspring shall possess the gate of his enemies. (Genesis 22:17)



 
Spirits of your ancestors

- We call them spirits, but they are your ancestors and they are telling you exactly what you need to do in order to receive the treasure passed down from them.
- The spiritual meaning of the vulture is death, rebirth, purification, patience, protection and new beginnings.
- Seeing a vulture is a sign to let go of things that no longer serve you.
- So many grieve for their dead relatives, acquaintances and friends who are not worthy of that grief and the ancestors tell us so.


 
Embrace change

- Even to the point when you walked past their casket, you should have spit on them say the ancestors because that's how bad they treated you.
- These people are already dead and there's no reason to hang onto them.
- Forget the idea about how you loved them and it could have been better, but that is your thoughts, because they don't think like that and you know it.

 

 
Vulture

- Your ancestors say to embrace change and vultures are considered a positive omen of new beginnings.
- Let go of the people who no longer serve you and stop ignoring your ancestors.
- For some of you, the person who needs to be cut off is in the next room.
- Some of you don't realize the people you need to let go are family.
- After you let them go, you should become the vulture because vultures make use of the dead.


For not even his brothers believed in him. (John 7:5)



 
Transmute energy into growth

- So should you, you eat that negative energy and transmute that into energy that suits you.
- When you let go of what no longer serves you, especially people, what you eat is the darkness and what comes out is a lesson, knowledge and wisdom.
- That is what gets you to the Nine of Coins and helps elevate you because when you transmute that death energy, it turns into something you can use and you'll know where to go.

In tarot, Nine of Coins Upright Meaning. The Nine of this suit points to a person who is financially secure enough to live comfortably. (Assistant)


 
Learn your magic

- Begin to learn your magic moving forward.
- Every experience going forward, this is an information world, it's digital and holographic.
- The purpose is to accumulate data in your files and the lessons are also keys to the data in your bloodline.
- That's why you have to learn the lessons of your ancestors that they didn't learn.

 

 
Ancestor wisdom

- So you can make sense of the information and you can get the key to open certain files in that ancestor.
- Transmuting what's dead and using it for something else is going to get you to move forward.
- It is actually going to open your eyes from the Seven, the eyes of confusion to the eyes of your soul.

 

 
Transmuting what's dead

- Choose what your heart can see, and these being tools, this is a choice, you choose yourself, you choose to let go and you choose to see why this person was in your life and what you're meant to learn from it.
- What your soul was meant to learn, the swords.
- Being able to transmute the death energy into something useful, makes you a master of your energy in this Earth realm at the King of Pentacles.
- Master of time travel through time.
- It allows you to travel throught different portals and different realities.

In tarot, the King of Pentacles represents financial security, material success, and abundance, embodying a mature, practical, and grounded individual with a strong sense of stability and worldly power. (Assistant)




 
Layered reality

- Realities are layered, and you often hear that described as everything exists at one time.
- This could be equated with living in the hood and having the ability to get in your car and drive to a rich neighborhood.
- Somewhere where other people have a lot of money, but you don't because you're poor, so you do not exist in that reality.
- But you can drive by or experience that reality for a short time, or in a limited space by maybe having dinner at an expensive restaurant.


 
Ezekial the time traveler

- That's kind of like what you do energetically, instead of just being able to drive by or experience just in little bits, you will actually be able to travel through time as the King of Pentacles.
- You will actually live the experience fully the reality that you were only previously able to drive through.
- That previous reality where you had to save for two months in order to be able to afford dinner in that fancy restaurant.
- Being able to transmute death energy like a boss will allow you to travel through time to a better reality.
- Away from, or to another reality, a higher vibration, that has limited spiritual attacks from demons.

Son of man, you've heard that proverb they quote in Israel: "Time passes, and prophecies come to nothing." (Ezekiel 12:22)



 
Spiritual trap

- If you do not transmute the death energy like the vulture in the Nine of Coins, you end up stuck in realities in a spiritual attack.
- Because you haven't transmuted the death energy between you and another person, or that person is alive and well in your energy.
- It chokes your connection to spirit and these demons eat your intuitive abilities and confuse you because there is conflict, worry and things like that.



 
Fortuna wheel

- It's all going on in your mind and it keeps you stuck in the matrix just like the person who is causing it.
- But this person, or people, may be causing it, but you are allowing it by not putting it to sleep forever and eating it and learning from it.
- Back to the person whose ancestors told them to spit on the casket, that was to open their eyes.
- By literally going to that funeral, looking at them and saying, 'It is finally over, you never loved me, but thank you for what you taught me.'
- This sounds so rough, but your death is my blessing.

 

 
Fortuna orb

- When you get to that, you open at the Ten of Pentacles the best of your ancestor.
- It starts to dig deeper and deeper and with the minds exploding, you will have the access of the best, the highest, the most abundent information in your bloodline.
- With Ten of Pentacles, you get the fortune, you get what is good in your bloodline.


In a Tarot reading, the Ten of Pentacles signifies material and financial success, a strong sense of domestic bliss, and the establishment of a legacy or a secure future for oneself and one's family. (Assistant)



 
Transmuted sins

- The Ten of Pentacles and Ten of Cups and what you wish for with this house.
- The sins of your ancestors become your Ten of Cups, your blessings.
- That happens because you transmuted the sins of your ancestors.
- You made use of the death energy because not only does our soul have its own journey, but we also travel the journey of our ancestors.

 

 
Travels to the higher reality

- We've got to heal all of it, that's why this reality is so hard.
- But ancestors are here to say that you can do it, you can get the fortune in your bloodline to open the door to your wishes and financial stability in this realm.
- You are the one who is chosen in your bloodline to move forward with this.
- This is both the King and Queen of Pentacles and she travels to the higher reality.


In tarot, the Ten of Cups typically represents emotional fulfillment, happiness, harmony, and a strong sense of family and community. It suggests a time of contentment and joy, often associated with successful relationships and a fulfilling life. (Assistant)




 
Higher reality

- The map on the wall is to show you how to travel through time and time exists here on this Earth realm.
- So you can learn how to travel to the realities on this planet that you want to go to.
- Ancestors say at the Seven of Swords to learn from the betrayal, there's truth and extreme knowledge in the betrayals.
- These betrayals that have happened to you, or maybe currently happening to you, are a key to something.

 

In Tarot, the Seven of Swords often signifies deception, cunning, and the need for strategic thinking, suggesting you might be resorting to underhanded tactics or need to be more vigilant about hidden agendas. (Assistant)



 
Key to something

- The betrayals are a key and it's your job to learn the lesson and figure it out.
- It's not just happening just because, these betrayals are happening for you to do something about it.
- Learn from it and move forward so you can continue your journey, your soul's journey, and the journey of the ancestors.
- When you can learn the truth at the Ace of Swords, the clarity of the betrayals that has happened to you, or are happening, you become triumphant.
- You get to taste the sweet nectar of life and you get to fly quickly from one reality to the next, if you choose.

 

The Ace of Swords, a card from the suit of swords in a Tarot deck, typically symbolizes new beginnings, mental clarity, and the power of intellect and action. It can represent a moment of breakthrough, the ability to overcome obstacles, and the need to take decisive action. (Assistant)



 
Fine tooth comb

- Your ancestors are saying, do not hold on at the Seven of Swords.
- Do not hold on to betrayals because this keeps the good in your ancestors locked down.
- Do not hold onto the betrayals of these people, thinking things will change, they'll finally realize.
- Look at these betrayals with a fine tooth comb, look at them closely, learn from them, and move, keep moving.
- The Page of Wands shows that a lot of people need to do this.

In tarot, the Page of Wands signifies new beginnings, inspiration, and the potential for growth and creativity, often suggesting a period of excitement and adventure, or a chance to pursue a new project or venture. (Assistant)

 
Confident and gifted

- The Toucan (bird) stands out as a confident, gifted, communicator with an infinity for written and spoken word.
- There is something you're supposed to do, teach, and speak on.
- A lot of you have children and you should tell your eggs, your seeds, teach them what you have learned from the betrayals so that they have a better chance and an easier path to finding the key.
- That's what parents are supposed to do, and that's why you shouldn't have children before you're ready.


 
Out in the cold

- Children really should be planned, then when you've worked through your own issues you're finally ready and you're in a space to teach them how to get the keys.
- You're more in a position to teach them how to think because there's a foundational thought process that parents give to their children.
- Now when they grow older they have the freedom of choice to think how they want to, but you can give your seeds, your children, the proper coaching.

 
Learn from these betrayals

- You can learn from these betrayals, because you've learned to leave these people in the cold, because you know they will leave you in the cold.
- The Page of Wands again, it's got to stop with you and that's why you're the chosen one in the bloodline.
- You're the one who's been chosen to take on all the weight of your ancestors on top of your own soul's karma.


 
Far away dream

- In order that your bloodline can be born into this reality and you can teach them about the betrayals and how to learn from them.
- Your ancestors are saying at the Seven of Cups, stop dreaming about it.
- The reason you think you're in a Seven of Cups and thinking it's a far away dream, or maybe it's so hard, it's because you are still immersed in the matrix with people who are really stuck and confused.

In tarot, the Seven of Cups typically represents multiple choices, opportunities, and the need for careful consideration to discern the true path, warning against wishful thinking and unrealistic expectations. (Assistant)

 
Ancestor in despair

- They are on the rat wheel doing the same thing every day, day in day out in despair.
- The ancestors are here to get you out of this, to tell you exactly how to get out of this Seven of Cups.
- You've got to get rid of people like this, you think differently than them and by you being around them, it sucks you into the matrix with them, into the twilight zone.
- You are the hero of your own life, and here's that Batman symbolism showing up.

 

   
Batman

- Batman became Batman because of his ancestry, his parents were unalived in front of him.
- His family was wealthy and he used what happened, the death of his parents, to transform himself.
- At the Nine of Penticles, that vulture, he ate that death energy and turned it into something else and he kept moving and he got stronger.
- He did something with that death energy, that betrayal that was done to him in that alley.


The Nine of Pentacles in tarot, when upright, signifies financial independence, self-reliance, and the ability to enjoy the fruits of one's labor, often with a focus on luxury and material security. (Assistant)

 
Between worlds

- Your ancestors are saying not to let the weight of the world, or the weight of your ancestry, get you doubting your strength.
- Where you question whether you're strong or not and wrestle with how you're going to accomplish it.
- This is what gets you stuck in between worlds, where you start looking back to the material world and thinking that you have to be a certain way in this life.

 

 
Standing in power


- Thinking something like 'I know I'm chosen so I'm strong' but not really feeling that way.
- Your ancestors want you to break away completely from this so you can stand in your power and keep moving.

 
Thelma or Louise

- Instead of stuck thinking life like this Thelma and Louise, and this is what being with low vibrational people is like, Thelma and Louise are going to drive you right off a cliff.
- You start this journey at the Page of Wands and you end up at the gifts of your ancestry as the Hermit.
- Your ancestors are telling you exactly how to tap into your highest nature of your bloodline.

The Hermit tarot card, the 9th Major Arcana card, symbolizes introspection, self-discovery, and the pursuit of inner wisdom, encouraging a period of solitude and reflection to gain clarity and guidance. (Assistant)




 
Storm

- Walk the path and you will find it, you are a lot bigger than the storms you go through.
- It seems like these storms are so big, but really you've got to know who you truly are.
- You are way bigger than the problems that you have in your life and you're way bigger than these demons and flying monkeys.
- You have the capacity to liberate yourself from the illusion.
- The knowledge is being given to you today that you are guided and to keep moving.


In the context of narcissistic abuse, "flying monkeys" refers to people who a narcissist uses to carry out their dirty work, spreading rumors, gossip, or engaging in manipulative behaviors against their target, often those who are leaving or challenging the narcissist. (Assistant)




 
Evil eye

- Your ancestors see how frightened you are but they want you to know that you'll make it through.
- You are being guided and have protection on your path.
- There are so many souls that are not what they seem, they've got demons in them, like the animals at Pet Cemetery.
- They'll be jealous and evil-eying you because they're actually a demon.
- If you know this is true, don't second guess yourself, you know if someone is demonic, that's not rocket science.



 
Crappy people

- If someone is a crappy person it doesn't matter whether they have a demon on them or not, because obviously,  if they're a crappy person, they're losing to something demonic.
- Walk away, there's no reason to be scared because you'll be alone.
- Because in fact, this journey is a lone journey, there's only you.
- It's illusion that there's more than that.
- Even when it comes to those crappy people doing things in your life, they're doing this, and they're doing that, but there's only you!

 
Your reality

- Who was the person that allowed them in your reality? that was you.
- They're a program, just like you are and they can be whoever they want to be, and as crappy as they want to be, but unfortunately, you opened the door to that in your reality.
- At some point, you accepted it in your reality, there's only you.

 
Haunting

- And guess what, when we finally let that person, place or thing that we allowed in our lives, and we let it go, and a lot of times we become scared and second guess whether we should let it go.
- Then and only then can we learn from it and see the purpose of it and realize that the problem was there because we allowed it.
- You allowed it, whatever you want to call it, a narcissist, but you allowed it to walk towards you, or you walked towards it.


 
Cat demon

- Ancestors are saying to walk away from these demons, and with Cats on the house, this could be family, people that you meet, friends, relationships, everyone.
-The Chariot will help you get your power back and take you to a place with people who actually have souls, to people who have their own power.
- Because at the Ace of Pentacles reversed, if you stay in one space with these kind of people, that's you blocking yourself because you in fact are choosing them.
- You are choosing the reality that they exist in.

My wild love is crazy
She screams like a bird
She moans like a cat
When she wants to be heard
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)




 
Skills, talents and abilities

- In order to tap into your bloodline, you've got to learn to walk away from Eight of Cups, from dirty souls.
- If you hang onto these dead people, you will instantly lose memories of your past and you cannot get to know your true self.
- You instantly lose memories of your past which is your ancestors and you cannot tap into the best information, the best gifts, talent and energy of your ancestors.
- You retain all your skills, talents and abilities and you may only retain memories through a wish or divine intervention.
- So all those skills and abilities are there in your bloodline, in your programming, your ancestry, but you can't access it, because you haven't learned.


In Tarot, the Eight of Cups signifies a need for change, letting go of the past, and moving towards a new path, often involving emotional or spiritual growth and a search for deeper meaning. (Assistant)




 
Divine intervention

- You know that you don't move on until you've learned the lesson.
- Looking back on your life at terrible relationships or friends, you know that not until you let them go you realize everything is so much better, it was actually them, not you.
- It will all be there but you will not be able to access it, you may only recover your memories through a wish or divine intervention.
- What ancestors are saying sometimes when you need it, and you pray for it, they'll let you tap into something in your ancestry to save you.


 
Pet Semetery

- But other than that, you will not have the complete control over what you need to know,the skills, the levels in your ancestry, you will be shrouded from it.
- Because you keep hanging onto something that's dead, there's death in your energy.
- That's how these demons were able to hunt these people down because they have a Pet Cemetery.
- Everybody loves their pets, their pets come back alive, and these pets are really demons because that person can't let that pet go.


The graves in the Pet Sematary mimed the most ancient religious symbol of all: diminishing circles indicating a spiral leading down, not to a point, but to infinity; order from chaos or chaos from order, depending on which way your mind worked. (Assistant)



 
Light hearted

- These people will call you in with Sirens and get you stuck at the party of illusions and then you find yourself backed in a corner again.
- Don't avoid the inevitable, for people who are chosen in their bloodline, you're going to go through a lot of terrible things.
- That's your responsibility of the bloodline is to learn the lessons they didn't learn and unlock it.
- Like a practical joke, it's not funny, but when you know the truth of it, you can be a little more light hearted about it.
- Your ancestors have your back and you will get up out of it unharmed, let go of what you need to.

 
Light the way

- You are a veteran, you have been chosen in the bloodline because you've done this not only in this lifetime, but in others.
- Don't let the devil energy block you from higher portals.
- Your ancestors are here to get you moving because they want to move too.
- It's time for your bloodline to move and they are extremely connected to your intuition with these moons, and they are around you at all times to light the way.

 

By this time the weather
Had changed one degree
She asked for the people
To let her go free
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)




 
Hunting your ancestors

- Ancestors are here because they want to tell you to be the hunter, not the hunted.
- To get away from people, isolate yourself, and put all that energy into healing yourself so that you can manifest, it has to be done.
- The ancestors visions beyond life and death, they are here coming through your intuition to teach you about the best of them, how to get to the best of them.
- They said if you're going to drink anybody's Kool-Aid, this is the Kool-Aid you should drink.


 
Legacy of light

- Receive what is being told to you today, take it in, drink it up, because what you're drinking, what's being offered to you to drink today is going to bring color back into your life.
- It's going to get you on the path of your legacy, of your ancestors, your legacy of light, the best of them, the wisest of them and the most connected of them.

 
Hermit energy

- It will allow you to come back to life, to come back to color and see your true self.
- Time to get off that bus that's going nowhere.
- You feel like you're in the Five of Pentacles, and this is not just money, this is just where you are in the Earth realm.
- Some of you might feel like being alone, as if you're in the Hermit type energy.
- It feels like the Five of Pentacles but it's actually giving you the access to knowledge.

The Five of Pentacles in tarot, especially in an upright position, often signifies hardship, loss, and a feeling of being left out or isolated, potentially involving financial struggles, material loss, or emotional distress. (Assistant)

 

 
Let her cook

- You discover a book that gives you access to the world's knowledge.
- Today you're getting the knowledge on how to let her cook and when you receive the information people are going to be agitated.
- You witness a miracle, what is it? You become balanced and that's the miracle.
- Being in this realm it is really hard to be balanced and it takes a lot of energy to be that way.

 
Garden

- You don't have enough energy to be giving it to anyone else, especially people who aren't sick.
- Find a garden that grows whatever you wish, what do you plant?
- You plant good things, you plant legacy and generational wealth.
- Then you gain the ability to walk through walls but it feels like there's always something that blocks you.

She rode and she rode on
She rode for a while
Then stopped for an evenin'
And lay her head down
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)


 
Blocking you

- You're a detective solving a mystery, what's the case, what's blocking you and why, and to be able to work through that.
- You are the detective sent to solve the mysteries and the crimes of your bloodline.
- For example, a crime of your bloodline could be a lack of self love, financial problems or depression, which is a demon that runs through bloodlines.

 
Blocked out

- So if you want to move through portals, there's always something blocking and you've got to figure it out why, and what it is, and learn from it.
- It's a small cactus and it might prick you a little bit but you can pull that agitator out, that's life.
- A forgotten memory resurfaces what is it? The thing that's in your childhood that you tried to block out.


 
Rubik's cube

- Especially in your childhood, that's when you're really aware of what's wrong in your family.
- Going back and seeing what your parents did wrong and why you had to experience that, is what will allow you to transform.
- Transform that shame that was passed down to you from your childhood, from your ancestors.
- It feels like a burden but it was just like a Rubik's cube; the shame, the guilt, those negative feelings and negative energy that was passed on to you by your parents and others.
- It was a Rubik's cube for you to learn from, for you to transmute so you can transform.

 
New Legacy

- You stumble upon a haunted house, what do you find inside? Even though it's hard to be in that house with the sins of your ancestors, you find beauty in it.
- When you can find the beauty in it, you can create new floor plans, you can build a new house, and a new legacy.
- The Hermit card is there for a reason because being alone allows you the space, the time, in order to reflect and learn.


 
Gust of wind

- A gust of wind carries you to a new location, loneliness, spirit is saying you don't need anybody.
- Even when you're learning something and you know the reason why, you're alone, the feeling of loneliness does arise.
- But if you can hold the space of the Hermit, it would help this feeling of loneliness.
- Some of you haven't made the moves to start this and some of you have made the moves.
- The ones who haven't, are afraid to be alone and the ones that have, they battle the loneliness because they know it's for a reason, it's for their strength.


 
Towering

- At the Tower card which is the sins of the ancestors and there have been many towers in your ancestry.
- These are towers that you observed when you were growing up and they were passed down to you.
- Because you are chosen in the bloodline, your ancestors have been trying to communicate with you about this in different ways, throughout your lifetime.
- They've been sending messages to you on how to move forward.

In Tarot, the Tower card signifies sudden, unexpected change, upheaval, and the breakdown of established structures, often leading to chaos or crisis, but also potentially paving the way for transformation and a fresh start. (Assistant)


 
Vessels on the ocean

- Your ancestors are telling you that you are the chosen, you are the one, you are the number one, to bring stability back to your bloodline.
- Name a person, alive or dead, your ancestors have really been trying to talk to you.
- Buoys on the ocean are used to mark channels and warn of submerged dangers and to guide vessels and they are guiding you.

 

My wild love went ridin'
She rode to the sea
She gathered together
Some shells for her head
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)



 
Find your way

- Super Mario Brothers is like when you get to another level, to the next reality, you've got to find your way through the castle.
- You are playing a game and spirit often relays this place as a game and you've got to learn how to play the game of your ancestry.
- You are really a real life avatar in a hologram, you're in a game.
- Learn how to play it and how to go to the different levels, learn how to get to the top to increase your energy.
- How to rise up when the energy goes down, how to learn from it, transform from it and come back up.
- Learn how the energy of this game works.


 
Strong structure

- Learn how to become a strong structure in this game, that cannot be knocked down.
- And learn how to ride the waves as investors will tell you, don't jump ship just because the stock value went down, because it will go back up.
- Smile like you mean it, not being delusional, but being able to do that and put the dark things in life in its correct place will lead you to abundance.

 
Act it out

- Give your clue without speaking, as though you were a mind, smile like you mean it, act it out.
- If you don't smile like you mean and act as such, you're going to be feeling like you're chosen but unsure of what to do.
- But you do know what to do, what does it look like for you.
- What does Batman look like in your life, how would you play that character?


 
Generational wealth

- If you know how you would play Batman in your own reality, that's what you should be doing at the level that you can do it at this time.
- That's how you're going to get your energy up, by doing the things that you're supposed to be doing, by doing something different.
- Not sitting there being stuck and confused, take a sip of that coffee and get your energy up because abundance is yours if you can keep going.


 
Passing the baton

- Your ancestry is like a relay race, that's why you're supposed to learn how to do generational wealth, because it's like a relay race, you pass the baton.
- You pass on the abundance and that's just not money, your legacy is your values, how you think, what your family stands by.
- That's why The Game of Thrones explains ancestry in the best way possible.
- Even if you have watched it, watch it again in a new light without trying to get all the drama, watch it purely for ancestry and what was passed down in every family.

 
Roots

- What in your ancestry is a gift to you, how you structure it, the floorplans of it, the best of it.
- You're supposed to be passing gifts down through your bloodline.
- Get over your childhood wounds and don't pass that down to your children.
- Learn to control the anger and rage that was passed to you and stop the curse.

 

My wild love went ridin'
She rode all the day
She wrote to the devil
And asked him to pay
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)



 
Gifts should be passed down

- Gifts are the only thing that you should pass down to your ancestry and this is a relay race.
- The souls of the strongest will constantly reincarnate into the same bloodline to get the bloodline to a certain place.
- In this reality, that's what we're here to do, literally, this is what we should be learning in school starting from a young age.



 
Ignored

- This is the center of the reading and there's a lot of pages here.
- Spirit is saying that you're getting the messages, but they're being ignored at the Page of Cups.
- Because you know what you're supposed to do and you feel some type of way about it.
- You might feel like you don't have what you need in order to do it.
- Like you're making plans and they don't work out or something, like you're feeling some type of way knowing what you need to do because it will cause some type of upheaval in your life.
- Clarifying that Page of Wands is the Action, balancing that action.



In tarot, the Page of Cups represents creativity, intuition, emotional exploration, and new beginnings, particularly in the realm of love and relationships. (Assistant)

 

 
Warrior suit up

- This energy here, getting all in our feelings knowing that we should do something, or we need to move, we need to act.
- This is the kind of energy that gets many of us stuck because we feel like it's easier, than to get out of our feelings and do what we need to do for the abundance that we want.
- Spirit is saying if you know you've been chosen in your bloodline, you've got to do, what you've got to do.
- If you resonate with being a warrior, you'd better suit up.
- Do what you have to do, healing yourself heals your bloodline.

 

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. (Matthew 5:9)



 
Demons running in bloodlines

- There are a lot of things that need to be dealt with in your bloodline, as well as your own life.
- Many of you have demons running in your bloodline, and people who attacked others being passed down in your family.
- Having a shady family, but despite, your ancestors are telling you to keep going.
- Another vulture, do something with that death energy, do something different.
- That is the way to open your door to value, take it or leave it, but this is specific.

 

The devil was wiser
It's time to repent
He asked her to give back
The money she spent
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)



 
Wide audience

- Opening your door to value, many have ideas about making money, you see things on the Internet and you think about all the things you can do.
- Spirit said to do it, this is the Age of Aquarius and most all ideas that earn you money will be on the Internet.
- Even if you have a physical storefront, a lot of them are still surviving because people are ordering things from them off the Internet.
- This is the information age, this is the Age of Aquarius and business online is key.

 

She rode on to Christmas
She rode to the farm
She rode to Japan
And reentered a town
(Jim Morrison, My Wild Love)




 
In the cloud

- Internet is king right now and your ancestors are telling you what's up.
- They are telling you how to get them and yourself out of the cold.
- The ancestors want you to transform from this Page of Cups, being resistant, to the idea of moving on, to being open to the messages that are being given you.
- Being open to the idea of moving on, they want to take you out of the darkness, into the light.
- They want to get you out of feeling some type of way about doing the hard stuff, which is acting, when you feel like this.

 

These are wells without water, clouds driven by a storm; for whom the blackness of darkness has been reserved forever. (2 Peter 2:17)



 
Emotions are balanced

- Your ancestors are here to tell you exactly how to get out of the cold.
- They said pack your bags up and get to stepping, and they are guiding you every step of the way from the Page, to the Knight, to the King and Queen of Wands.
- With this Chariot, this is balanced movement because your emotions are balanced and you're not all up in your feelings.
- You're not in your feelings about doing what you need to do, and making the plans that you need to make.


 
Travel far

- Travel and he's getting on the subway, and then the bike and the car and the airplane.
- Spirit is saying you cannot move on in life like this, stuck, and that you are not going to be able to get on that train unless you fight.
- You've got one shot this life, not meaning that you won't have more chances throughout your life, but your whole life in its entirety, is the one shot that you've got.
- On a personal soul level, you do not want to be one of those people that are lying on their death bed and regret that they didn't take the one shot that they had with the life that they had.

 
Demon fighter

- We are all here to fight demons, all of us.
- Some of us have decided to be a demon, some of us have decided to work with demons.
- But legit, that's not what we're supposed to be doing, but do whatever you want, it's your choice.
- You are here to conquer the demons within your soul, and within your bloodline, which means the demons that are in this realm.
- They're watching you, so you'd better be watching them.
- Demons are not natural, they are a part of the game but you are the only one here, you're the only one in your reality.


Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. (James 4:7)



 
Reflecting

- Everyone that comes towards you, is a reflection of you and everyone in your reality is a reflection of you and what you're supposed to do and learn.
- The Magician in the mirror, when you're talking about crazy people, in some way or form, they are a reflection of you.
- You may say you're nothing like them, but there is someone like that in your bloodline and now they are you.
- So when you are faced with a dumb person, that is a reflection of you in a sense, because that's a part of your bloodline and a lesson you should learn that someone, or multiple people in your bloodline did not learn.


In a tarot reading, seeing "The Magician" card in the context of "mirror" could suggest a reflection of your own power and potential, or a need to look inward to manifest your desires. (Assistant)

 
Elephants in the Big Top

- There's only you in your universe, knowing this will get you to balance your water and your fire.
- When people see you standing in your power, they're going to be big mad.
- They're going to be jealous and stuff, the kind of things spirit is always talking about.
- Hating on your romantic relationships, they are going to want to copy you, they're going to be posting things towards you and talking trash about you.
- Putting black magic on you with their tongue which are followed by rumors.

 
Ocean waves

- Being the Magician in the mirror energy and balance is what protects you and your bloodline.
- Death is a part of life and spirit said that a lot of people are in relationships and marriages that they don't want to be in.
- This is one of the hardest ones, when you've married someone and you've have children, property and cars.
- But they're keeping you stuck, they are a demon in your life, and this doesn't have to be marriage, but spirit said this is a problem in the collective.


 
Codependent on each other

- Being in relationships where you're what they call common law.
- You're codependent on each other, let it die, family, relationships, marriages, friendships, bring it to justice and balance.
- In the Knight of Coins, no matter how long it takes, spirit knows that a lot of you are afraid of ending these relationships because you know it's going to take you a long time to rebuild.
- So what, building things takes a lot of time but the house you're going to be building will be way better than the past house.
- Your stability, your framework.

 

In tarot, the Knight of Coins (also known as the Knight of Pentacles) represents a practical, grounded, and methodical approach to achieving long-term goals, emphasizing stability, diligence, and responsible management of resources. (Assistant)



 
White walker

- A lot of you are still in negative relationships, even your friendships, and going to a new friend group takes a lot of work.
- Spirit is saying a lot of the collective is not moving on because they don't know the outcome of it.
- But that literally is the nature of reality, you're not supposed to know, you're supposed to figure it out.

 

 
Snail

- That's why the Earth realm is slow, because it takes time to remember who you are and it takes time to get to your sun energy.
- Anything in your life that is in conflict with you coming into your power, requires a death.
- This death card is when she was fighting that demon that she thought was her friend, that took her eyes, but she transmuted that energy and came out stronger than ever.

 

 
Demon slayer

- So strong, that she was actually the one to kill the White Walker demons.
- That's why some people do work with demons, because they can make you stronger, but there's a certain way to do it, and if you try to hack the system and make deals with them, you become indebted.
- Even if nothing goes wrong in this lifetime, they are wrapped around your soul.

Indigenous legends from the Penobscot, Micmac, and Passamaquoddy tribes say that every White Walker was once a man (that's right, there's more than one White Walker) but that if the man committed a terrible crime, dark magic would possess the man and turn him into this hideous creature. (Assistant)



 
Wrapped around

- How demons make you stronger is by learning from them, learning from their mistakes.
- Demons are trapped in this realm to reflect their mistakes onto you, so you can learn from them to make your soul stronger.
- So you don't end up like them, but they don't want you to know that.
- They are stuck here to be lessons for all souls.
- You're really not supposed to be going to the hood and making deals with them and getting high off the instantaneous power they're able to give you.


 
Flames

- You can go to the hood to get what you need from demons, but don't let it get you stuck.
- When you're in that hood around those demons, you're supposed to look around and say, 'I don't belong here, I don't want to be here, I don't want anything you're selling.'
- That's how you lost your stuff, that's how you lost your everlasting life.
- This Earth realm is here to teach the entire universe what not to do.


 
Chosen to conquer demons

- When we say 'the chosen' those are souls that have learned so much from demons, they have elevated their souls.
- But they learn by conquering them and the way you conquer them is by learning from their negative energy.
- How you learn from demons is by transmuting the death energy that they have here, that's how you get your power.
- That's how you bring balance and justice.
- Many of you at the High Priestess, watch tarot late into the night and many of you wake up and watch tarot to find out what you need to do next.


 
Teaching you right now

- Spirit said we've been trying to teach you, and we're teaching you right now.
- You keep listening, wanting to hear something different, maybe an easier way to move forward and spirit is saying stop being all grumpy and mad, because it's going to be hard.
- Take the Four of Cups because spirit is telling you what to do in this Earth Realm.
- Take the cup and paint again, do it again, you'll be so much happier when you do.

The Four of Cups in tarot can suggest a period of self-reflection, potential apathy, or a need to reconnect with the present, perhaps by opening oneself to opportunities and experiences that have been overlooked. (Assistant)



 
Souls are sent here to make this place right

- Don't sit here in grumpy energy, be a good student, because not only is this reality a game, but spirit shows it's also a school.
- We're here to learn from the tragedy that happened here a long time ago.
- This is in our Bible, where the souls of the universe are here to set this place right, and to learn from it, so it will never happen again.
- Know that, accept that, and be a good student.
- Not a grumpy student, because you're still going to be here, still going to be in the school until you leave,
- You don't want to leave with all these demons following you because you didn't learn from the lesson.


 
Didn't learn

- Clarifying that this is the seer of fire, the Queen of Wands and your ancestors are opening a portal in this reading so you can see what you need to see about your bloodline.
- So you can see how you're supposed to move on from this energy of being a reluctant student.
- Your ancestors are trying to show you the real knowledge about this place that's hidden.
- The devil is a lie, yet the devil has lied to you, but the devil has hidden the true knowledge from you.
- Like certain robber baron families still existing today, are demonic familes that hid this knowledge from you by teaching lies and nonsense.


In tarot, the Queen of Wands represents a vivacious, fiery, and confident individual, embodying passion, enthusiasm, and a positive outlook on life. She is often associated with courage, independence, and a strong sense of self-belief. (Assistant)



 
Gold crown in the family

- The demonic bloodline families all know about the lies, they know about family, in case you haven't noticed, they're big on it.
- If you notice, they're not out interbreeding with anyone else because they know about that bloodline stuff.
- When they finally got their mind together, they still do it, but they only will mix with other bloodlines like them.
- They're demonic, but they're also on a higher level because they have passed down legacy.
- They might be demonic, but they are educated and connected, and they have a legacy that is passed down generation through generation that keeps them on top.


 
Knowledge of good and evil

- You should do the same, of course, not exactly like them, but that's what you should be doing.
- Spirit is here to show you what you don't know, what they've been hiding from you, the knowledge of good and evil, how it works, and what you're supposed to do with it.
- Not knowing this knowledge debilitates you, it makes your life uncomfortable, and debilitates your entire ancestry, by not seeing and knowing this.
- Each and every bloodline is supposed to go from debilitated to stable at the Four of Spears or Four of Wands.

The Four of Wands in tarot, generally a positive card, signifies stability, success, celebration, and a sense of home and belonging, often representing the culmination of efforts and the joy of accomplishment. (Assistant)



 
Entities want to tower over you

- Each bloodline is supposed to be led by the Six of Spears or Six of Wands with wisdom, knowledge, and solid power.
- These entities that rule the world (archons) want the tower for you, they want you to fail at knowing the truth and the scene in the show was that Bran saw something he wasn't supposed to, and they pushed him out of that window.
- Because they don't want the souls here to become strong and they don't want the souls here to know.


The Six of Wands in tarot signifies triumph, success, and recognition for your hard work and achievements, suggesting a time of victory and positive recognition. (Assistant)




 
Mental prowness and readiness

- With the student of the air, the Page of Swords is here, we've got every single Page here.
- These entities want you to stay at the Page level, they don't want your mind to blossom and then radiate through your bloodline and start opening up your DNA like the flower it is.
- They don't want you to know a little bit, they don't want you to get strong from this knowledge and your ancestors are here to tell you to get comfortable with death.
- Because it's a part of life, and it happens throughout our lives, so get comfortable with it.


In tarot, the Page of Swords represents a young, intellectually curious individual with sharp communication skills and a thirst for knowledge, often depicted standing on a rocky precipice, holding a sword upright, symbolizing mental prowess and readiness. (Assistant)




 
Laying down

- Avoiding death doesn't help any us, so start planning what you need to do in order to get where you want to go.
- The ancestors are with you on this journey to find out what you need to know, and to help you get to your north node.
- Your ancestors are here at the Two of Wands to help guide you to what you desire, because what you desire, is what they desire, if it's on the good foot.
- They are telling you how to ground yourself and obtain abundance and how to become independent.

 

In tarot, the Two of Wands represents a pivotal moment of choice, a crossroads where you can consider whether to stay within the familiar or venture into the unknown, often symbolizing future planning, decision-making, and the anticipation of new opportunities. (Assistant)


 

 
Free from the matrix

- Free yourself from the matrix, all these people on the bus, doing things like going to work, giving all their energy away.
- These families that rule us, they are all businessmen and they own almost all of the business in the world.
- You find the gifts in your bloodline and you create a business with them and that's what everyone should be doing.
- They always need workers, but it's a revolving door, people die, but there's always people to fill in for them and do the work.
- You're not supposed to stay there, you're supposed to move on.



 
Moving on

- You're not supposed to be trapped in someone else's business because you get to a certain point and you make your own stuff.
- There's people coming up behind you that will take your spot and we know that, so yes, we need workers, but we always have workers.
- Everybody is supposed to share what they're gifted at and free themselves with that.
- That's why they don't teach us about money in high school.
- The Nine of Cups, as you go through life you're trying to find your happiness, but it feels like an experiment because it is an experiment.


 
Find the right mix

- You're trying to find the right mix to play the game and open the treasures of your ancestors.
- Playing this game, being a chosen in your ancestry line is hard, it's an extreme burden and it feels like a curse because it is.
- You are carrying burdens and curses and you're supposed to find the antidote to heal yourself from this sickness, and your ancestors.
- The rulers in this reality do not want to figure out how to play the game and in order to do that, they are playing the game on your back.
- All these people who rule the world, and our presidencies, all belong to these demonic bloodlines.



 
Trapped energy

- They're all here to play the game on your back so you don't break the curses that are on you.
- They don't want you to break the curses that make you feel sad and make you want to give up.
- So you don't know how to interact with others and what not to accept, how to avoid allowing dead energy into your energetic field.
- They want you to have babies by dead people that don't have any good energy in their bloodline.


 
Tragedy in the hood

- They want you to get trapped by the souls that are dirty, but also, they want you to get caught up with bloodlines that are so dirty that it will be hard for your bloodline to get out of this.
- This is why that 'baby mama' in the hood is such a tragedy, the reason the hood never gets any better.
- The same families live there, over and over and over, they don't leave and it still looks the same because they're not doing this work.
- They keep interbreeding with other and creating more of the same stupid people.


 
Any neighborhood

- But this is not just in the hood, this could be any neighborhood in any country.
- Being in relationships with these people will get you mentally stuck and if you're mentally stuck, the Magician is Mercury, how are you going to create for yourself?
- All you're going to create is more of the hood.
- You want the Ten of Pentacles but you can't get there because the man, the archons, are holding you down.
- The ancestors want you to harvest from your blood, they want you to be able to see what you can't.


In tarot, the Magician card is strongly associated with the planet Mercury, symbolizing communication, intellect, and the ability to manifest ideas and desires. (Assistant)




 
Sixth House

- Your ancestors want you to be stable in your Sixth House, inside and out, they want you to heal, so you can experience life the way it was meant to be, balanced and calm.
- A radical change is needed, and the change that's needed is for you to be alone to face your fears.
- What's needed, is for you to switch your energy up and move forward at the Queen of Wands and move forward in your power.
- Last in the nine card spread is the devil again, we have the devil twice and our reality is corrupted, it's not meant to be like this.


In the context of astrology and tarot, the sixth house, often associated with daily routines, work, health, and service, can offer insights into your daily life, habits, and well-being, as well as how you approach your work and health. (Assistant)



 
Mixed up reality

- They teach you things that corrupt your ability to move out of the darkness, to make you move away from the darkness.
- Instead, they want to keep you stuck and hypnotized and attached to the darkness.
- Addicted to the sadness, addicted to the conflict, accepting of it.
- They don't want you to see, or for your eyes to be clear and they don't want you to transform the darkness and become your strongest self.
- They want you to remain confused on what to do, how to move forward, not knowing how you're going to save yourself.


 

Pulling yourself up by the bootstraps

- They certainly don't want you to see the strength in your bloodline or tap into that abundance.
- But spirit is saying that just like Batman when he was a small child, he had something bad happen to him, but unlike some people who make the wrong choice, Batman took his anger and did something good with that energy instead.
- He used the abundance in his bloodline to help others in Gotham and for a lot of you, Gotham is your bloodline.
- Your children, your family, and when you help people in the hub, they all spread out and help others in the city.


 
Choose light

- The man who killed Batman's parents in the alley could have really changed him.
- He had a choice to become a hero, or a villain, which one are you, what do you choose?
- What do you choose to do with the darkness in your life, in this reality, in this bloodline, do you become a hero or a villain, it's your choice.
- Cleanse and detox your life, stay prayed up, and only interact with people who give and exchange with you on an equal basis.



Our scars can destroy us, even after the physical wounds have healed. But if we survive them, they can transform us. They can give us the power to endure, and the strength to fight. (Batman)




 

Bottom feeder type

- Learn how to give and receive, and let anyone go who cannot do this, anybody who doesn't give you an equal exchange, and be assertive.
- Speak up and don't be afraid to let people go, or to tell people where to go, or who they are in your life.
- Don't be afraid to do this, the exposure is that it's time for you to bring a tower.
- Your ancestors are watching and through the readings you've been watching, your ancestors and guides have been telling you what to destroy.
- They've been telling you exactly what to do with the Tower High Priestess.


High priestess and the Tower card together indicate that the person is reluctant to express their emotions because they believe that doing so would lead to dramatic changes. Therefore, this change may have an impact on their reputation or something they believe in, which may therefore have an impact on their mental health. (Assistant)



 

Villain

- Keep in mind that high priestesses usually behave and think more maturely since they always have insight that others may not have.
- The ancestors say to do what you have to do and keep your mind on it, make it happen.
- Do you want to stay blind and worried because it seems a little more peaceful than doing what you know you have to do.
- What kind of Empress do you want to be, do you want to be a higher vibrational Empress, or a lower vibrational one?
- A lower vibrational empress was always juggling money, robbing Peter to pay Paul, she could cater plates, but she could not open a restaurant.
- Where do you want to be on your Wheel of Fortune?


In tarot, the Wheel of Fortune card symbolizes fate, destiny, cycles, and luck, representing both good and bad fortune, and the constant flow of change and opportunity in life. (Assistant)




 

High vibrational

- Spirit is saying it's time to clean these low vibrational feelings up, many of you listen to tarot because you want to fix this feeling.
- This lack mindset that drains you and spirit wants you to know that they send messages to shake you up, and clean things up so that you can be abundant.
- You cannot hide from it, you can try and avoid it, but it's always going to be there, until you want to fix it.


 

Empress or Emperor

- Spirit is saying that this feeling is indeed, demons riding your back, you've got to fight.
- Keep yourself clean, your energy clean, your body clean, your house clean, if you're depression, it doesn't matter, clean up.
- No more dreaming, it's time to do it, because it's time to eat, it's eat or be eaten, what do you choose?
- Protect yourself from destitute people, your abundance is near if you can do the work.
- Heal and cleanse yourself and stake your claim.


Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father. (James 1:17)




DaVinci
 

Beyond a doubt truth bears the same relation to falsehood as light to darkness..

Leonardo DaVinci


 

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